I Feel So Sad

I am moving around like a zombie.  I dress, go to work, see you and fall apart inside.  Sometimes I have to choke back the tears.  I can't figure out how I got to this place and I can't figure out how to get out of here.

HNT

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Will it ever get any easier?!

You asked me...

...why am I looking at you so?  Well, you've taken away any opportunity to touch you, smell you, taste you or hear the sweet passion in your voice.  All I have left is looking at you and longing for the way it was.

HNT

Bad day!

Dressed to the nines and you are nowhere around.  Well, yeah, you are, but then I have to seek you out beacuse you are glued into your cubicle.  Do you trust yourself so little around me?  On some level its rather flattering and certainly empowering, but otherwise it sucks because I'll be damned if I am going to throw myself at you so I never see you.  Is this the "pride goeth before a fall moment"?  I want to throw my pride in the nearest trash can and grovel but I also know the futility.  Aren't I a ray of sunshine?

Indoor Construction

Painting and laying new floors.  If you don't hear from me for more than a day or two at a time, you might want to alert the law.  I am either dead or in hiding for having having killed him.  I do not have the patience for this.