Bad day!

Dressed to the nines and you are nowhere around.  Well, yeah, you are, but then I have to seek you out beacuse you are glued into your cubicle.  Do you trust yourself so little around me?  On some level its rather flattering and certainly empowering, but otherwise it sucks because I'll be damned if I am going to throw myself at you so I never see you.  Is this the "pride goeth before a fall moment"?  I want to throw my pride in the nearest trash can and grovel but I also know the futility.  Aren't I a ray of sunshine?